When I got out of the shower this morning, Bonnie had this funny expression on her face… Half smirk, have look of confusion. I asked her in a playful way, “what are you looking at?” No response. I said “seriously, what’s your problem?” Thats when she handed me the “stick”. Two lines = Pregnant. I guess that explained the funny look.
Since that moment, I feel as though I have gone through a plethora of emotions. Most of them have been between happy and overwhelmed, with a splash of scared mixed in. At that moment, I felt like “everything just changed”. Cliche, I know, but they are cliches because they are true. My mind is now racing with all the thoughts of change that this child will bring to our lives. And so as not to be completely overwhelmed, I surrender it all to God. May His will be done. His plan, not ours.